Qilovecows: July 2005
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
Amitabha@ 2:28 PM



started sch yesterday... somehow, i felt a bit stress out after understanding more about my accounting modules... i had a feeling that i wont b able to cope with 2 accounting modules at e same time... however, i dont have a choice to choose my modules, they r all planned by e sch... n those in e same class as me r ppl whom i'm not v close to, so i was extremely quiet when i was with them... they r ppl who grew up in a different environment as compared to me... i feel happier n more at ease with my secondary sch friends... these r e ppl whom i can crap n do silly things with... well, too bad i'm not in FASS cos they r all there...

woke up at around 10am... this is e first time i felt that i need to revise on yesterday seminar notes n go find out more about my modules... maybe cos i noe i have to work extra hard in order to get a reasonable grade for this semester... i'll b having professional attachment at e end of my 2nd yr... i cannot imagine me going into 3rd yr, by e time i will b so bored, tired n stressed out by the university's education system... i think i'm sick n tired of studying by now... 19 almost 20 yrs of studying... y study so much just to get a degree? n there r a lot of ppl out there who r grads n undergrad... it doesnt make us a cut above e rest anymore... finding a job would b even more competitive today n workload increased by so much as compared to e past... (--,) well, this is part n parcel of life n i can only grumble n complain... in e end, i still have to go thru this phase n suffer in silence... how i wish i'm rich enough to migrate to other countries... maybe a deserted island or some farm will do... :) now my only enjoyment in life is anything that does not involve studying of accounting... i'm more interested in driving than going to sch... n my sch mates all seem so smart... being invited to do a double major n getting good grades for all semesters, maybe this is e reason y i'm stressed? well, sometimes i just heck care abt my results n there r times which i feel i need to do better... well, i shall go n sleep n slack... ciao



Monday, July 25, 2005
Amitabha@ 11:43 PM



Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion13%
Stability26%
Orderliness40%
Altruism56%
Interdependence30%
Intellectual10%
Mystical43%
Artistic56%
Religious90%
Hedonism10%
Materialism83%
Narcissism30%
Adventurousness23%
Work ethic43%
Self absorbed63%
Conflict seeking36%
Need to dominate30%
Romantic43%
Avoidant76%
Anti-authority43%
Wealth36%
Dependency70%
Change averse70%
Cautiousness76%
Individuality43%
Sexuality23%
Peter pan complex90%
Physical security63%
Physical Fitness10%
Histrionic30%
Paranoia56%
Vanity63%
Hypersensitivity83%
Female cliche43%
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Stability results were low which suggests you are very worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were very low which suggests you are extremely reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
trait snapshot:
messy, depressed, introverted, feels invisible, does not make friends easily, nihilistic, reveals little about self, fragile, dark, bizarre, feels undesirable, dislikes leadership, reclusive, weird, irritable, frequently second guesses self, unassertive, unsympathetic, low self control, observer, worrying, phobic, suspicious, unproductive, avoidant, negative, bad at saving money, emotionally sensitive, does not like to stand out, dislikes large parties, submissive, daydreamer
Some r true some r not... hahaha~ i sound so bad in this personality test!!!!! OMG... since when i'm depressed?! unsympathetic!!!! so untrue loh... unproductive, bad @ saving money?! all these r my good points! dont believe can ask my friends... hahaha~ in conclusion, u all can onli trust this personality to onli 50% extent!!! hahaha~ btw, got to noe this thingy from Bel's blog...
started driving today. it was quite fun n safe cos i was driving at only 20km/hr outside e driving center... hahaha! my first lesson, my engine didnt stall... i only learnt how to control e clutch, brake n accelerator, changing of gears n the buttons in e car... hahaha... e instructor helped me to steer e steering wheel... driving is fun!!! but e rest like parking all tt r quite shity to me!!! hahaha~ got sch tmr... have to go sleep... 6.30am must wake up... it has been such a long time since i woke up at 6.30am... Oh no... i can imagine myself being late for seminar... Ciaoz~



Thursday, July 21, 2005
Amitabha@ 10:56 AM



i received an email from my course coordinator to check my sch's edventure to print lecture notes n read e course outline for the coming semester!!! i think they r too KS... i dont wanna sch to start so soon... 3 mths of break fly really fast... it doesnt seem as if it's 3 mths... maybe cos i took intersemester module so this break seems short for me... but the good thing is that i had a very gd n memorable holiday in Taiwan with my friends...

i think next semester is a busy semester, cos all of the modules i'm taking r tough... ok maybe for my intelligence... driving lessons r going to start soon n this means that my expenses for e next semester r going to increase... no more luxury food at JP after lessons or watsoever... this means i have to set aside around $100 of my pocket money for driving... Boo!

i think i have to b mentally prepared for the next tedious semester that is onli a few days away... *SIGH* i just simply hate exams every end of e semester... the studying period is just to tough n stressful n i never seem to b able to fully understand accounting modules!!!!!!! *Arghhh* Ok, enough of venting my fustration on my keyboard... Ciao~ going to slack again! :D



Thursday, July 14, 2005
Amitabha@ 11:22 AM



haha! just called my friend's instructor to start my driving lesson... it will b on 25th July 2005 n he said that it's better for me to take my practical test during dec... i think i will risk his life during e 1st lesson... hahaha...

i wanna eat solid food instead of porridge!!! liwen just sms me to say tt she's going for vegetarian buffet! thanks ah... niao niao! i "LOVE" u so much... Boo to u!!!



Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Amitabha@ 7:09 PM



i went to take out my wisdom tooth at national dental center this mrn... i wasnt really v scared abt e minor operation, i was more afraid of the injection n e post operation pain n swelling that i'm going to experience... my wound is still bleeding, dunno when it will stop... this is super terrible, cos i have to change e guaze every now and then!!! n i cant open my mouth as wide as b4... this means that i have to take food in small bite n i cant chew them. i can onli swallow everything... for the next few days, i think i cant eat all e delicious food that i craved for after my Taiwan trip... everything has it's tradeoff... after this few days, i dont have to worry abt my left wisdom tooth anymore... i think my right bottom wisdom tooth will b more difficult to operate on... Oh no... i'm not prepared for another operation anytime soon...

i was "wrapped" up b4 e operation n e nurse covered my eyes w a piece of cloth too. e injection needle seem quite long. n e first injection was a little painful n e subsequent ones were quite alright though i can still feel e needle inside my gums. after 5 mins, e left side of my mouth was swollen. during e operation, e doctor used a drill. i dunno wat did he drilled, my tooth or my gums? n he broke my wisdom tooth into many pieces!!! n he forced them out of my gums! *Ouch* the operation was pretty fast, i think he took out my tooth in less than 30 mins. they returned my cute little tooth after e operation. there were blood on it n a little piece of my gum stucked on one of e pieces! they didnt wash for me, so unprofessional of them! i think i dont dare to wash those pieces clean n i dont want my little piece of gum to go down e sewage pipes!

my mouth is still abit swollen n e blood seems to b flowing happily out of my gums. had ice cream but it doesnt taste as good as b4 e operation... I WANT TO EAT SOLID FOOD NOW!!! going to slack again... ciao!



Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Amitabha@ 6:45 PM



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Miya Takashi
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Ok, I passed my FTT on my 1st attempt... it was super stressful cos it was my first time doing such test using a touch screen... e girl who sat beside me passed her test, i'm not sure abt e guy who sat on my right... after seeing someone passed, i became more stressed cos if i dont pass i will feel malu... so i checked my ans again n finally submitted my ans n tada! i passed! hahaha... i think i'm lucky cos most of e qns were from e tys which Liwen helped me to photocopy... all thanks to her!!! :) Applied for my PDL too, but i dunno whether i should take private or sch... though sch is a bit more expensive as compared to private, the sch's passing rate is higher than private passing rate... well, i think i shld discuss with whoever is going to sponsor my driving lessons... hahaha~

i'm going to take out my bottom left wisdom tooth tmr... i'm scared tt my face will b swollen n painful... n i think i will b super nervous before n during e operation... I'M SCARED... well, it's time for me to sleep cos i didnt slept late last night burning midnight oil for my FTT... ciao~



Sunday, July 10, 2005
Amitabha@ 1:04 AM



well, i'm already back from my taiwan trip 2005... it was generally a fun trip w e company of all my sec sch friends plus felicia n lijin... sth stranged happened to me while i was in my hotel room and an unfortunate event happened as well... well, they are already history, so i shldnt b talking abt it to scared myself as well as my other friends... i must thank Buddha for taking care of me n my friends throughout the 9 days... n i think i will be having phobia of going overseas for at least quite some time... maybe for e next 1 yr?

i still haven started studying my Final Theory Test which is scheduled on next tues... it looks really difficult to study n i dunno how am i going to read finish everything n faithfully do e tys... hmmm, shall try hard tmr...

yah, i went to Energy last concert tonight... well, though i'm not an Energy fan, i can see that those Energy artiste r really sad that it's going to b their last concert n the uncertainty of their future... in order to be a popular n lasting artiste, one has to have talent as well as looks... which means that one must sing well n look presentable... it's quite difficult to have both characteristics... but there r artists that try very hard to perfect their singing tactics n looks...

i still feel quite tired after my taiwan trip maybe cos we didnt really rest well during the 9 days ba? or maybe cos we walked too much during our trip... hahaha... i'm sleeping most of e time until neo neo san complained that i sleep too much liaoz... hohoho! ciao... sleeping time again!!!