Saturday, August 27, 2005
And she's buying a stairway to heaven
There's a lady who's sure
All that glitters is gold
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
When she gets there she knows
If the stores are all closed
With a word she can get what she came for.
Ooh, ooh, and she's buying a stairway to heaven.
There's a sign on the wall
But she wants to be sure
'Cause you know sometimes words have two meanings.
In a tree by the brook
There's a songbird who sings,
Sometimes all of our thoughts are misgiven.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it makes me wonder.
There's a feeling I get
When I look to the west,
And my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen
Rings of smoke through the trees,
And the voices of those who standing looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.
And it's whispered that soon
If we all call the tune
Then the piper will lead us to reason.
And a new day will dawn
For those who stand long
And the forests will echo with laughter.
If there's a bustle in your hedgerow
Don't be alarmed now,
It's just a spring clean for the May queen.
Yes, there are two paths you can go by
But in the long run
There's still time to change the road you're on.
And it makes me wonder.
Your head is humming and it won't go
In case you don't know,
The piper's calling you to join him,
Dear lady, can you hear the wind blow,
And did you know
Your stairway lies on the whispering wind.
And as we wind on down the road
Our shadows taller than our soul.
There walks a lady we all know
Who shines white light and wants to show
How ev'rything still turns to gold.
And if you listen very hard
The tune will come to you at last.
When all are one and one is all
To be a rock and not to roll.
And she's buying a stairway to heaven.
Monday, August 22, 2005
Rick Price
Heaven Knows
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake till
I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know
And though she's far away
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
My friends keep tellin me
That if you really love her
You've gotta set her free
And if she returns in kind
I'll know she's mine
So tell me where do I start
Cause it breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
Why I live in despair
'Cause wide oway orDreamingI know she's never there
And all this time I act so braveI'm shaking inside
Why it does hurt me so
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knowsAnd maybe our hearts will find their way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'cause heaven knows
Heaven knows.....2x
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
this semester is a super bz semester!!! have to cope with 5 difficult modules though 3 will b open book exams but then open book exams r killer papers! there r so much readings each week, every module have one thick set of readings. i just dont have so much time to finish reading everything. there r so much lessons n travelling time takes abt 3 hrs. n i cant do much while i'm on e train too. ok everything just sucks! i need to b smarter but who is willing to spare me some of their "intelligence"?! tutors r on e whole quite nice, luckily i changed class or else i'm going to fail one paper v v v v badly. paid so much just to suffer through university life and at the end of it i'll get a few pieces of paper that states that i'm a graduate! it's so absurd! however, this is e culture of our society, n we r just "social victims".
and the onli thing i can do is to grumble here n then go back to my readings. pathetic huh? this is life... after graduation there's working life to handle. n that's a complicated world, too complicated for my innocent mind to handle!
there will b 2 quizzes next wk - one open n one closed book... then there's grp presentation which will b graded... life just sucks! i simply hate this semester!!!!! i think i will just go bonkers if i were to continue such a life for 10 more weeks! i hope exams will come v soon... this is my 1st time hoping that exams will come soon!!! when exams r round e corner, it means that sufferings r going to end... 3.75 more semesters to go! I HATE STUDYING!
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Well, i'm feeling rather disappointed n angry with someone. I'm being reminded of things that she has done to me all because of being too protective of one person. I can still vividly remember u cycling on my bicycle n leaving me alone in the dark n deserted running track just to go find that person. And slapping me when i was simply stating the truth. It doesnt matter whether that slap was painful or whether it was just ur first reaction, it was ur intention that matters to me (I will remember these incidents for the rest of my life). I just simply dont understand y u should treasure such a person. And it's ur protectiveness n biasness that make me dislike her n it has definitely affected our friendship. Friends do change and some people just change for the worse.So stop showing ur favouritism in front of me, I simply dont like it, I just simply dislike her. And from now on i wont mention her name in front of u and u dont show ur biasness towards her in front of me ever again.
Message to the person:
And as for today, I'm not angry because u dont wanna go to eat. I'm just disappointed that u sounded so sian and that tone of ur "then we dont meet loh" made us disappointed. U had been giving me the feeling that u r sian for the past few months. So since I can sense the sian-ness over the phone this morning, then I might as well make ur day better by not meeting. I noe u will b tired cos u had lecture at 8 a.m., so might as well let u rest in school. N ur reasons for not meeting us had been e same, with or without concession ur reasons r e same. Perhaps you should change ur tone when u r sms-ing n talking to us so that we wont feel that u r feeling sian. I just feel that u lack the enthusiasm u used to have. Maybe u feel sian cos u have problem but we dont noe cos u wont tell us. And we keep asking abt u n THAT PERSON cos we r concerned abt you. We dont want u to b hurt again. U keep saying that u r smarter now, but i noe that u've a soft heart towards her n u will give in. Well, as L said "as long as she's happy can already". So now we will not mention her name in ur face anymore. I dont want her to b a barrier in our friendship (b/w u me L n W) cos it's not worth it. N i hope that u will b enthu as b4. SO STOP BEING SO SIAN EVERYTIME!!!
Sunday, August 07, 2005
My Music Personality
Click on the link to see my personality test result!
The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.
You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
ALWAYS AVOID: The 5-Night Stand, The False Messiah, The Hornivore, The Last Man on Earth
CONSIDER: The Loverboy
Deliberate
As opposed to Random.
Makes decisions carefully.
Is aware of, and weighs, consequences.
Takes time to think things through.
Gentle
As opposed to Brutal.
Kind.
Considerate.
Less selfish than average.
Cares about the happiness of nearby people.
Love
Wants love as opposed to Sex.
Love is subject's primary motivation.
Dreamer
As opposed to Master
Relatively innocent.
Unjaded.
Possessing undiscovered potential.
Evolving
Saturday, August 06, 2005
i changed my index no. of one of my accounting modules yesterday. i felt that i couldnt understand what the prof was talking about. maybe it's because my accounting basics wasnt that strong afterall. i felt quite lonely in class, because those people who shared e same index no. w me are not close to me afterall. and if i got any questions about tutorial, i will not ask them. i changed to my friend's class which is 8.30am for both seminar slots. well, i think this is better than the afternoon slot that i used to go to. well, with friends whom i can clique will definitely be better than those whom i cant clique with. everything has trade-offs. might as well wake up early n go to sch n i shouldnt slack!!!
i have tonnes of readings waiting for me to complete. just 2 weeks into sch start, things start to pile up n workload increased by a lot more. i was wondering if i had made e correct choice by majoring in accountancy? maybe i suit business more but then again, it's too late to change n even if i change i wouldnt noe if the change is for e better or for worse.
everyday is about completing tutorials n readings. i have no life at all. weekends r for catching up readings n revision. university doesnt suit me at all, it's all about studying smart n just doing well for exams. studying hard doesnt guarantee a gd grade at e end of e day. it's ultimately how well u tackle ur examinations. well, this is life n getting a degree is part n parcel of life. i'm just another person following e social norms of our country. finally finished grumbling n my readings r still there. y cant they just disappear?! hahaha! well, by complaining doesnt change anything, hafta go n read my stuff! Ciao~
